Another try



When life feels a little too much to handle

I want to be able to say so.

When life asks a lot from me in too little time

I want to scream the unknown deadlines of my pain.

When life suffocates me and then asks me to breathe

I want to show how little life it could have taken anyway.

When life hands out a rope made of unenthusiastic hope

I want to be able to hold onto it even by a single thread.

When life comforts me through a friend's "You okay?"

I want to be able to say "I am not."

When life strips me naked to witness my muster of emotions

I want it to be in front of a faithful friend or my forgiving self.

When life gives me a chance to love again

I want to use it on myself.

And if I still have traces of life

While I stand there answering all of your questions,

Please come hold my hand,

let's live once again.


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