Day 20 - A letter poem

 Dear you, 

I sat by the window, 

With my head down

Heavy with thoughts of

An uncertain future. 

A love that lives far away, 

And a mind frenzied

By the distance. 

I sat by the window, 

Trying to keep my hopes up

For I know without saving

Myself, the world doesn't 

Stand a chance. 

Give me a hand, a push, 

A tug, to stand tall

Even when I say I am fine. 

I sat by the window, 

Raising my head up

To watch the world shine, 

Inviting me to join in 

On this divine dance of chaos. 

As tempting as it sounds, 

I stay where I am, waiting for you, 

For I need my calm before

I indulge in the chaos of life.