Starting anew
Hello, I hope everyone is doing well and feeling healthy. Lately, I haven't had time to write anything or feel anything deeply because life has definitely caught up to me. I used to think that I would look forward to being an adult and having responsibilities. But that doesn't seem like the case. I feel the pressure of having to exist in this society and creating an existence that means something. It is extremely time-consuming. I don't have time to completely embrace a happy moment because my work starts in 30 minutes. Or I can't cry my heart out because the gym closes in 1 hour and I can't miss another day. Or I can't talk to my friends because the assignment is due at 11:59pm. I mean, I understand that life is supposed to be like this? Oh wait, that's how we were taught it would be. But I want to break free. One day. Surely. Meeting my share of 'good people' like I always do and pride myself on has been difficult for the past year. I have